April 7th, 2008 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers,
It’s another tuesday morning, and its a real drag…
anyway I just got home from a grueling 9 hour talkfest at our Callcenter…
Man! Talk about hassles and freaky shenanigans!
Gees Loiz! Life would be better if our systems run a little faster and smoother…
Well anyway, that’s not why I’m writing this blog…
Actually I am writing this half rant half weblog is because of someone whom I wish would stay; but I also want to go as well.
Geez! I know its a real clunk, I
Its hard to explain but the thing is I..
Well, hmmm..
Whoa…
Just really hope She will be happy
You know who you are I wish you all the Best!
I love you girl!
Peace out!
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April 6th, 2008 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers!
This new poem is dedicated to someone very special and close to my heart… hope she can read this…
Enjoy!
Can We Still Be Friends?
I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven’s light
I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring
From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart
I bless the day God
sent her from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love
I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that’s how it would stay
I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you’ll forever stand
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February 17th, 2008 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers!
"WADDUP?!"
Its been a while since I wrote something huh?
I know its more amusing to read something relevant to the world, but my life is VERY exciting thank you very much….
ok update…
Im now employed at TRG…
Yup thats right…
Im once again working…
but I just hope I vsn succeed this time around!
anyway I havent got any sleep yet!
so peace out!
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January 6th, 2008 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers…
This is a new poem hope you could rate this one…
Loneliness
Wish You Could Stay…
But I guess you must be on my way…
The coldness embraces my whole body…
the feeling of emptiness is within me…
Damn!…
Why’d you have to leave me…
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December 25th, 2007 by macross-blaize
Hey bloggers!
I am on a verge of self pity and self hatred…
You want to know why?
because I let the only person who I cling to for inspiration and joy
down…
Was I stupid or what?
I gave her all the reasons to leave me because I was to preoccupied in making sure that I was not going to make all the classic mistakes a per0son (or rather a boyfriend does) to make a splendid relationship turn awry…
I AM SO STUPID!
I JUST WISH SHE COULD GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE….
I WISH I COULD REWIND EVERYTHING TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT…
GOD…
HOW MISS HER SO!!
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December 21st, 2007 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers,
Haven’t you noticed…
the arid and slow demise of morality of todays youth has taken its toll in the outlook of other races and even our own on our generation…
More and More, liberation of the youth has become a two sided blade…
The freedom of expression and ideas influenced our proud tradition of conservative thinking and image both for the better and far worse…
I mean the constant advertisment of Sexual Articles gives a subliminal message that it is ok to persue premarital sex…
this kind of thinking is somehow affecting the underlying factors of our future generation…
I shrug in the thought thst in 20 or 30 years time our consevative filipina "Maria Clara" image of our female population, pure, chase, petite and innocent will be a thing of the past…
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December 15th, 2007 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers…
Its been a long time since I wrote one of my new blogs…
anyway here is the skinny…
Me and my family moved to a new place here in the quant place known as Pleasantville™
Its our 5th move to a new place to date and as far as I experienced it lives to its slogan… "a very pleasant place to live"
But as I go to a new place I leave a place full of memories and experiences…
But I guess it really is how life goes…
Change is evident and we only need to ride it…
anyway…
I need to unpack so I guess until next time…
Peace Out!
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November 22nd, 2007 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers,
November is about to end, a new year will roll on but it seems like the world stayed the same. I kinda miss the childish feeling of hope and change upon waiting the turn of the year. Why is it so hard to convince the mind about the optimstic qualms of reason. I really wish that reality of an individual like me really change for the better for the comming year…
———————> Just another rant…..
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November 14th, 2007 by macross-blaize
Hey Bloggers…
This song really give a real mirror to all our own ambitions…
hope you like it….
ROCKSTAR
I’m through with standing in line
To clubs we’ll never get in
It’s like the bottom of the ninth
And I’m never gonna win
This life hasn’t turned out
Quite the way I want it to be
(Tell me what you want)
I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me
(So what you need?)
I’ll need a credit card that’s got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet
(Been there, done that)
I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me
(So how you gonna do it?)
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name
[Chorus:]
‘Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We’ll all stay skinny ’cause we just won’t eat
And we’ll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger’s
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free
(I’ll have the quesadilla, on the house)
I’m gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
(So how you gonna do it?)
I’m gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I’d even cut my hair and change my name
[Chorus]
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I’m gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills from a pez dispenser
I’ll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
Lip sync em every night so I don’t get ‘em wrong
[Chorus]
And we’ll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today’s who’s who
They’ll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody’s got a drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
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October 30th, 2007 by macross-blaize
Hello Bloggers,
Here I am again…
Doing something very stupid and unpredictably unnerving…
I must have topped my old record, I really made a fool out of myself.
I m such an idiot for even having done this…
I wasted time, money, and effort and it has all gone done the drain…
Why did I do this myself….?!?
But I guess what they say is true…
"Failure is only but a trial in obtaining Perfection."
(Drats… I have been ranting again…)
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